we have seen our president on the graduation celebration, which we have expected for a long time. when the graduates are waiting for the president's turning up, we really feel a kind of emotion named exciting. gradually,we can't feel excited, actually the good thing we have been expecting so long is just as common as we have three dinner one day. however, we are still happy about the distance between the dream and the reality just because we have come through and we have known about it.

tommorrow i will go to the railway station with my friend to see his girlfriend off. in fact i have seen her yesterday and she said i didn't have to go, but i know it may be quite a long time before i can see her again after this departion. in the four years i always call her sister-in-law, and keep a good relationship with my friend and her, just like a family. now everything , the happiness is going far away from us. i will say to her , take good care of yourself,yourself ！

 

it seems that recently i have accomplished a lot of things,including my thesis, which may be the most important and also the only thing that is still impressing me.  just as my friend around me, i cannot remember what esle have i done, maybe acctually nothing else.

i get up very late everyday, much later than when i was in my probation, i feel surprised about this because i can get up early to take practise during probation full of work and study, now when i have been free from work , however,i can't get up. maybe i have broken the cycle of life when back to school again.

approaching graduation, trivial things keep coming one after another, the time before leaving has been cut into fragments because of the damn things. sometimes we have nothing to do,so we went to drink wine,spending quite a few hours every time, this is one of the most important contents.

when walking around the little woods, reallly feel time left for us is so little.

people often complain about their sufferings,especially when others got what they themselves didn't.most people are apt to totally believe in their ability to achieve the goal,no matter how humble they are in front of others.so when others got a better score they may say hw can it be this,i don't think he is clever than me or he works harder than me,it is unfair.

where is jealous from?i think it results from feeling of unfair.if we reduce the possibility of feeling unimpartial,jealous in the world can be reduced to a lower level.nothing that exists is unreasonable,if the truth is standing just there,how can we say it's unreasonable.people may say this idea is kinda of pessimistic,i do not agree,only when we stand on the basic of the truth,not the complaint,shall we have the chance to jump high in the next step.

so,never complain what it is now.but accept and change it then.

people need to keep selfchecking if he wants to grow up actually,it is still right when refferring to a corporation.if the supervisors want the career up and up again,they must have the temper to show the leak themselves,not being forced to.

when i first saw news about leaks in router product of cisco systems,i was foolish to think that cisco is not so strong as i always think.and the leaks were shown by their tech expert.but when i saw news of this kind for several times,i began to think this is not so easy.every time a leak is found and advertised,cisco can always find solution to work out it,and advertised again.so i think it's neccessary to judge that cisco is trying to get media focus and support from customers because they are proving their honesty and their power to enhance their products.not only cisco but also some other IT giants are unfolding their system leak and patching later.this is a kind of confidence resulting from power.

compared with those above,the IT industry leader inboard seldom make mistakes,basically no negative news heard by me.haha,maybe that and i hope that.

suddenly i want to write something about the past,maybe it is not aboutsomething happy ,generally speaking,people are good at remembering their sufferring,not the happiness.i am a common man,so what i want to say is also not pleasing.i am from a country family,as most country families,my parents often qurralled about things that cannot be more trivail.that had  begun since i could keep what happened in my head for the first time.i respect my dad with a little fear to him,haha,maybe that can be explained by philosophy saying "the socail structure depends on ecnomical basis ".he had a bad temper,especially when he was young after drinking wine, as a child who didn't know too much about life,i always standed on my mum's side,with my elder sister together.people always say time can work out any problem,but i hadn't seen that happen though the situaiton had lasted for many years.instead,the situation got worse in my junior school,maybe just as my mum said that my dad had a mental illness because of worrying about
my grandpa's health.so she asked us to understand dad.fortunately everything went on well when i finished high school.since then my dad became quite gentle and also quit wine,there is no more large-scale quarrel,which made me feel that i have a happy family now.i had to say the past had a deep influence on me,so when i became to understand most of what an adult does i often told myself,look for a girl you love sincerely,only that can you bypass the cource on which my parent had gone.only that can you and your child get real happiness.

 

yesterday evening when i got home i felt so tired that i fell asleep soon,though i got her message asking me to stay up with her together .as a result,she became quite angry ,i could judge from her last messagge saying "how can you be like this?".so i tried to make her forgive me,but i hadn't gotten any reply by now.GOD,i couldn't remember how long  it had been since my last asking for any excuse ,haha.anyway,she is the girl in my heart,it's not a bad thing to beg forforgiving.i felt tired again,but i  would wait for her reply!!

yesterday when i was walking after finishing morning exercise,an old gentleman talked to me with a smile.he said he had been watching me for nearly a week,which made me very surprised.he also counted how many rounds i finished every day and knew what i would do after running,taiji,which made me more surprised.however,the number of rounds was not accurate,he was assisted that i ran 3 rounds every day,in fact it's 6,so i tried to correct him,but the result proved that i was not clever enough because it'a unnecessary to argue about such a quedtion,especially with old men.so this morning when i met him again he asked me "you finished your 3 rounds?" i answered "haha.more or less".
now it's not a place where i knew no one,at least i have someone to talk to,though we do not know the names each other. ha!this is not a bad thing so i must feel happy about it.thank you the old gentleman.